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shado  today was funny, haha kao forgot to wear a bra! when she told me i couldnt believe it... i mean the school shirts are seethrough! haha. so i had another freak out moment today i seriously think theres something wrong with me! i thiught i lost my usb......... and it has all my important shit on it. LUCKLY i found it by my comp. i have done no work today. i have a&b;s due tomorrow. the last of my first sem of my last year of highschool. :D i will do in studyhall tomorrow. my parents are driving me insane in the embrane right now. ahh honestly i wish they would just decide weather they are gna stop being twats and get along, or jst not. ahh annoyinggg things i loooove right now 1. john mayer <3333 Current mood:  crappy.Current music: the beatles, lucy in the sky with diamonds. i shardi arrowsmith, hearby swear to be more consistant with LJ, and update regually. i will no longer be slack and only update once aver two months haha. :D Current mood:  busy.Current music: lips of an angel- Hinder. hey all, i havtn updated in over a month. :O haha so so slack. goodness.. so much has happened since my last post. (naturally, if not id be worried about my boring month:S) ive been doing alot of things recently, that are constantly reminding me that my school life is infact, almost over. and frankly im quite nervous. college is such a stressful thing to thinkabout/organize/keep ontop of. and im begining to feel the pressure. on top of this, im beginging to realize that these people i surround myself around, the people i laugh and cry with.. are allgoing to be in different countries in 6 or so months. now THATS scary. im so excited to go home.. honestly i shake when i think about it. but the philippines has become apart of me over the years.. i spose you could say its grown on me. i will, very much so miss it. bad things that happened today: 1. someone jacked/i misplaced aLL my college shit and job application info 2. i ripped skin off my top lip when i went shopping and put the list in my mouth between my lips before they were completly dry 3. i had a blonde moment when i told my mum that if she simply scans the 23738394 million copies she needs of this paper, she will, in fact save ink.. um no shardi it still uses ink.. 4. i ate four dewberry cookies.. AFTER i went to the gym.. ugh good things that happened today: 1. studyhall, always fab. 2. i got my pics back and i actually loved them. 3. i actually went to the gym. anyway, kaos LJ almosy always says stuff thats the most important.. so if i dnt update all the goss is probably in hers haha ps. im 18 now ;) incase u wernt up-to-date Current mood:  so much to do...Current music: john mayer, slow dancing in a burning room. ok so yesturday was my FIRST halloween. in the morning i went to get a haircut with my mother and sisiters, and then we had this other driver because my old driver had a baby and is one leave. anyway, this new driver sucked, he didnt know his way around anywhere. so we went to sm south mall and had lunch at that french place.. cant remember the name they have really good sandwiches. and then we went and bought a tone of clothes for my sister.. ugh shes so lucky shes gorgeous and thin. then we went home but we got lost in our own village because the driver sucked.. and we got stuck n friggin halloween traffic.. ugh so we finally got home and had to ruch our costume because we had to be at a party, my little sister was a witch, the other one was a pirate, and i was a bat. haha it was fun. we went around the village with our friends, then we had dinner and drinks wine + candy = FUN haha the place we were AT had a new mac and we were taking crazycool photos with it it was soo fun haha so i finaly crawled into bed at like 2 and was like tomorrows my bday..:) Current mood:  pre-birthday love.Current music: the sound of my giunia pig. hey all, its been a while because im a slacker. today is sunday.. hmm i think im gna go to get DVD's today in makati.. i wanna get entourage, one tree hill4, and house3! haha yesturday was a nice day, we had our senior pics taken, and we were like an hour behind schedual! haha we took some nice shots though, and it was alot of fun. we had a funny starbucks experiance though.. correy, kao, jams, me and kris went to buy crepes and then we decided we wanted starbucks.. but when we got to the door, the guard wouldnt let us bring our crepes inside! i, and any of the people i was with had ever had that happen before at any other starbucks... it sure was odd. haha anyway, kao and correy went inside and got starbucks and then jamille went to buy kfc for her driver, and the friggin gard bitched at us again for sitting at the tables with kfc.. ayyyy it was so annoying. haha stupd guard. after pics we went to cibo for dinner, correy and i arrived late, and when we got there i saw what kao was eating and was like mm is that nice? and she was like yeah:) so got it ... and it was SHIT haha bahaha anywayyy love love Current mood:  good.Current music: Emmaus, the formula. i ahve noticed that there is always a comment every seacond day entitled studyhalll so yesterday was fun tok we ended up having no quiz thank gosh. kaori took fotos of me with paper ball on my head. shes so annoying! cuz then she posted them loser. i need to do clevels ahh due tomorrow. so lazy. cant wait for the weekend! hoping dilana or lucas gets the boot from rockstar, TOBYS GNA WIN! woohoo! we have decided were gna be the "mean girls" milles is regina george, lil kao is karen the dumb-arsed one, biggier is grethen weiners haha and im the X-tra one kady. haha we are so cool love ya biarches x0 Current mood:  cheerful.
ahh u guys!! i havnt updated in a while. well im in study hall again with milles and i really have to learn my oral for english. im so happy that c-levels got pushed back to friday. i honestly wanted to cry when walshy-poo told us. so last night i found out steve died. i was so effing sad. i didnt want to believe it. my mum and sisters met him last summer at hes zoo on the goldcoast and they said he was the most genuinly nice bloke. hes zoo is gorgeous btw people so if u gwet the chance to go to aus be sure to visit. i dont know what im more sad about, never hearing him say 'crikey' or 'she's a beauty!' ever again, or that ill never watch a new steve doco. i think what i feel most terrible about is his for his wife and kids. they didnt even get to say good bye since they were in tassie when it happened. its so ironic.. he seemed so invincible, although he was funny as hell, he was also a great conservationist and an animal lover. stingrays.. people, only 3 people have ever been reportadly killed by one. its so uncommon. but he died doing what he loved and im sure hed be like no worries guys, im in a better place. god.. i remember being this sad when my mum told me jeff buckly had died.. and i was only 7.. except when he dide i cryed like the whole day. gosh i listened to jeff buckley when i was 7 haha. this one time i was on a bus and i was close with the driver, before i got on i was waiting at the stop and this man was like 'have u seen my dog?' hes a big black lab. and i was like no sorry mate i havnt seen him. and he was like well i live there so if u do let me know k? and i was like no worries. i get on the bus and me and the driver (simone was his name) adn all of a sudden we hit something. we werre like what was that! but deep down i already knew.simone was like, shit shardi i think i hit a dog.. and i was like oh gosh.. whas it a black one and he goes i think so.. tears stream down my face they come in torrants it was awful.. i push past the other people and get off the bus i see the dog lying on the road it gets up and drags its self to the grass.. its a smart dog.. theres blood everywhere i cry and i cry and i lay down with the poor black dog, i hug him and the blood covers my uniform, simone comes over and he looks at me hes got tears in his eyes he neels down beside me and hugs me and he looks at the dog.. i say stay here.. i need to get the man, he needs to see him before he passes.. i run down the road screaming " I found the dog.. im so sorry.. im so sorry" the man comes out of the store and he has a look on his face that jst knows hes runs along side me back to the site.. he screams and he neels down beside the dog.. the dog knows hes there and tries to lift its head.. he licks the mans hands and face wimpers in a way that says.. i love u and u were a good master.. the man crys and says its ok boy.. ur gna be ok but all three of us know that the dog is not going to be ok.. and he puts hes head dowen on the grass and he looks up at the three of us sobbing into his fur, he closes his eyes and he breaths no more. i sob into somons arm i tell the man omg im sorry i didnt tell u sooner.. simone grabs the man and hugs him.. tells him hes sorry and hes jst so sorry. the man wipes his nose and says he knows.. and he was a beautiful dog. then he says he needs to go home to tell his wife and 4 y/o son. he picks him up and says he has to bury him in the backyard. he shakes simones hand and says.. thank u for even stopping he looks at me and tells me not to cry.. that i did everything i could. and he walks away with his beautiful black lab, limp in his hands.. his best friend. it was one of the most horrible days of my life. gosh. simone and i got back on the bus and he drove me too school. i hate death.. it scares me and it angers me and it makes me unbelievably sad. sometimes i thnk about tha man and his dog.. and his wif and son, and i hope they are ok. Current mood: crushed.
hey all day was goood. i didnt sleep well last night. i slept late and then kept waking up. i actually hat eit when my parents are away. went to the gym this morning dragged mica along with me. then i went to pick u georgia from savanahs house bu she wan there so i organized for her to be dropped off. kailan pionted out to me later tonight that savanah is the capital of georgia. weird anyway. so she came home and was yelling at me that she wantedto stay at savanahs again. so i was like whatever. me, bonnie, anna and julio went to makati cinimar centre and bought CHEAP dvds! haha i bought house. season 1 and 2. centre stage, the office, scrubs and somehting else. then we went to grnblt 3 to eat bubba gumps. i LOVE that place. anyway we came home and kailan came over, to get his stupid mask haha ans we hung out till like right now.. what ever the time is. and correy b came to to do our scitech proj. its safe to say nothing much got done. corey left and kailan and i made kwuento. the same as always. the main topic of our kuwento. ahh but i dnt mind. its fine hes a really good guy so whatever. we jammed abit and he tuned my guitar. we watched some office and ate brownies haha. i gave him a pedi cuz his toes were fucking DISCUSTING. and now im so buggered. i havnt done any work anything. im SCREWED. although ive always been a bit of a crammer so hey. i think ill watch centre stage now. i love that movie. gdnight darlings Current mood:  mellow.Current music: the sound of my breathing. gosh its late. i really wanna sleep but i cant.. u knwo that feeling? i jst got home and i have a big day tomoz ahhh but i cant sleep. i was looking up stuff on air hostessing requirments last night online. and i dnt know if i make the height cut for qantas. id rather work for qantas than virgin.. but im not even sure if thats what wanna do. its so hard ya know? its all happening. all so so fast and i really need to make some decisions, decisions im not ready for yet. gosh. well.. school sucks penis. it really does, i chose all the easy classes and i have more homework than before! its nutss although i love this time of year, spirit week, halloween, my sisters birthdays, my birthday, chrissy, and im going back to aus in 3 months. ahh please fly time i beg of thee... things i love right now my buddys, even they are arses and bag on me cuz im white. i love em! spirit week silverchair birthdays travel plans my bangs my ginormas dream catcher Current mood:  tired.Current music: silverchar, anas song. omgshhh its friday! thank the stars. well.. today was nice. although the chou-chous and milles were being arses! but other than that. ahh i have SO MUCH WORK THIS WKEND so so so so so so much. mrs pozon signed my bloody conduct card today.. broke my beautiful, perftet 2 year record.. becasue she didnt like my shoes. ahh bitch. haha but i was a bitvh back too so oh well. shes so.. annoying thats all i can say. fuck fuck fuck. im going out tonight even though i shouldnt. i have so much shite to do. i think i said that already. ahh anywhoooo Current mood:  bitchy.Current music: killers, 'change your mind'. |
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